Anaïs called...found out that it was her cellphone after our call :( I'm going to get in trouble...she sounded broken...falling apart on the phone...she felt lonely...kept crying...no one to turn to but me...she's not a burden to me...just want to help her...have her safe. She will be even more sad when she finds out I already left her...
Not feeling well now...
Feeling much better ^^ glad no one had to experience my sadness...oh...email from Jessica..found out what my dream meant.
To see the sunset in your dream, indicates the end of a cycle or condition. It is a period of rest, renewal, and evaluation.
To dream of a kiss, denotes love, affection, tranquility, harmony, and contentment. To see others kissing in your dream, suggests that you are too involved in their personal lives and relationship. You need to give them some space. If the dream ends just about you are about to kiss someone, indicates that you are unsure of how he or she really feels about you. You are looking for some sort of relationship with this person but you are not sure about how to go about achieving it.
To dream that you are kissing someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend, indicates your wish to be in a relationship and to experience the energy of love. You may be sexually acting out and desire to awaken your passion. Alternatively, it indicates a lack of integrity on your part.
If you are kissing a close friend, then it represents your respect and adoration for your friend. You are seeking some intimate closeness that is lacking in some waking relationship. It may or may not signify a romantic interest for him or her.
To dream that you are watching a horserace, represents the power and drive you need to move forward in life. You need to believe that you are capable of succeeding in all your endeavors. The dream also symbolizes your sexual energy or competitive nature.
Green signifies a positive change, good health, growth, healing, hope, vigor, vitality, peace, and serenity. Green is also symbolic of your strive to gain recognition and establish your independence. Money, wealth and jealousy are often associated with this color.
Dark green indicates materialism, cheating, deceit, and/or difficulties with sharing. You need to balance between your masculine and feminine attributes."
I was lying down on my bed waiting for Jessica to text me...the computer can be pretty tiring...so I waited and fell asleep. No dream. Woke up when I heard the ringtone of a new text message...Jessica...she had class so I replied back and was a bit bored again...helped my mom out with her new phone...I'm going to chat with Serena...she's online ^^
Uhh..so tired from transferring the contacts that should be on my mom's phone, but not... it's been like an hour...
the only reason I get a break was because the phone needed to be charged. I'm not finished :( still on 'Q'
I'm a bit bored without Jessica...I miss her...talking to her...she's always keeping me company and I like the fact that we have lots of common interests and she's very understanding...and my eyes feel heavy but I don't feel like sleeping. Just going to lie here on my bed and wait until she sends me a text message...
*waits* and listening to music on my mp3 *looking out my window and into the sky*
Yay! Jessica's back ^^ Just finished dinner and changing...we're talking on AIM now...
Tired from those lunges my big sister made me do when walking to a house to drop off her graphing calculater...Lying on my bed, listening to music and texting Jessica...